3pm Rant

Let me start off by saying Fuck You, who ever is reading this you have came into my life, boosted my self esteem to then crush it cause you don't like what you see.
I'm used to being the bystander friend, accountable but not really included (you know that's a perfect definition) but why the hell do that, they say not to lead on people but if you pick up friends just to have a lap dogs, then (a selective few of you in the world) fuck you.
Freedom of speech doesn't anyone have that, the freedom to speak what they want - well if you put it that way yeah, is there consqueneces yeah
But what's worse having people tell you that your not as close as you think or watch it unfold before you like a pop up picture book,
"And then Karen watches as her friends start lossening her from the group"
(pull tab to make her freinds walk away)
Telling you how I feel is my "id" of the week, But my ego is gone and my super ego has a low self esteem

First Post (Revisited)

Roses are Red, Violets are Blue, I might possible go insane just wanting to know about you.
    
     So here's the story I have remade my blog to better suit my life RIGHT NOW and I feel that my blog was getting to EMOTIONAL for my liking so I added the "humor that people use to mask over emotions"
-Dr. Tom.  I'll need a writing style and less influences from factors but I promise only to blog in the morning before anything and after everything has hapenned. and maybe a chessy catchline or two, to end each blog